Outsider

I trapped in the memory since you got back
Memories that never existed   Yes, I made them up
Seeing you driving the car with your girlfriend beside
I just realized I am the outsider
I desperately asking helps from Tarot
It says i should go for you
Shall I   Do I
Or I just scare the answer come out from you
"Sorry Babe."
I know I am always the outsider
Never get onto your eyelids
But you live deeply in the cage of my heart
And I cant get you out from there
What spell did you use on me
Spell it again Spell it again
Even it's a dream  It sweetens me during night time